One needs to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames are the hottest as to burn away all the impurities. His eyes never leave the precious metal and knows it is refined & finished when He can see His own image in it....May He see His image in me.

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

My First Scans

January 3rd, 2007. I'm still in the hospital and Dr. T offered to do the scans to get things rolling. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would have to absorb such results.

The cancer has spread. Spleen, spine, kidneys, liver & lungs. Roy and I are in a state of shock. The only thing of certainty that I have is GOD. I look at my family & friends all around me and I know that time and this disease can take them from me....or should I say...me from them. Deep, deep in my soul, I know this. By medical standards I know this is a 'death sentence'.

I see only 2 choices. Hope or give up.

I choose hope.

Hope in my Heavenly Father. Hope for all the things He has promised me. Hope for all I have claimed to believe.

I CHOOSE HOPE!!!

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