Earlier today I did post a new update. Within a couple of hours, after talking with Roy and some time in prayer....I deleted it. For most of you, you did not even get a chance to read it. That's for the best. But for the few who did....I have a request. Please take into consideration the sensitivity of the material I spoke of. Please use your discretion. I know most of you come here only for the medical updates....so I try to find a balance and be sensitive with the amount of 'faith' I put out here. That being said....I do believe those of you who DID read the update were meant to read it. God saw my heart when I posted it. And I do believe He continues to be in control of our lives.
I realize the majority of you are confused by what I just said....just know that we are in need of great prayer right now. Things are not well at all. NO the cancer is not back. The post was NOT health related. But there are great things happening that are out of our control. I ask that you pray for Roy and I as we make decisions for our family that will affect a great part of our lives.
Also....a minor thing in the big scheme of everything...last night I felt the beginning of my back 'doing it's thing'. After going through the day...I'm fearing I am in the next stage of what is going to happen with my spine. If you remember...my doc said I will have a progression of the evidence of my spine being covered/eaten by the cancer. On top of everything I was alluding to above....I have been in tremendous 'new' pain today. And anytime my back acts up...there are the 'big' headaches to go along.
Sorry to come across as whiny....but we are weak right now in the face of all the enemy is still bringing on. We feel like every time we have a grasp to stand up...we are slammed down again. So the prayers you lift on our behave are so appreciated
Thank you all so much
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