Off the top of my head, I can think of at least 8 people who have said that I am their hero. Throughout this journey, I have humbly accepted this compliment. Of course, it makes me feel good. It would make anyone feel good.
Today I was told it again. (thanks MB)
I have been given a few 'extra' minutes to ponder what it means to actually be a 'hero'. It really is a responsibility to an extent. People look up to you. The way you conduct yourself is important to how they feel. The reason you are placed on this pedestal is because you have exemplified some quality that has 'caught' their attention. (Which for me, right now in my crazy life, just blows my mind.)
It has been my desire from the very beginning of this journey to glorify my God rather than the one bringing on the devastation. Daily, it is a challenge to do this. The enemy is strong. He is tricky. But also very blatant. He wants to rob me of who God is growing me to be. Every step needs to be a conscious step towards the One who loves me most. I struggle to be true to who I am along the way most days. Chaos seems to seep in often.
And yet I am called, Hero.
Lord, always make this a humble blessing of who You want me to be and what You want of me. It could be so easy to become so prideful because of this large compliment. Always show me that I need to be humble even after I 'accept' it. There is no way that I want it to go to my head. If I step out of line, please, gently, place me back where I can view You easily. Because You are the one and only true 'HERO'.
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